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i aint giving someone credit that i didnt even use as an inspiration

@@Shuraane88 you should give her the whole package of credits then, not inspiration at all, you're right. That's called plagiarism. 🚮

@@fra97c i dont have the need to steal anyones video or idea thanks for the notice tho

@@Shuraane88 as somebody said 'let it be'.

i stopped making videos :( i am planning some day in the future to go back to editing again, however its a hassle because i neither have time nor patience for battling sony vegas

omg thank you so much 🥲 i love to see comments like this

happy bday eijun!!!!! 🎉🎉🎉

better late than never heheh thank you <3

omg fr man every time i edited an mmv with these two boys i shedded tears left and right

@@Shuraane88 SAME😭😭

thank you very much! i hope you enjoyed the anime <3

oh no i have seen this 9 months too late! thank you

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Omg 😭😭😭 thank you

i am trying :((((( this video was so old, i still remember the vision i had for this video lmao.. never bothered to finish it

oh god i used sony vegas im sorry for the late answer HAHA

Woah, thank you. Always remember that at some time life can turn around. I'm also struggling with these thoughts. It's hard to live with them I know, but now I've reached a point in life where I can say that.. maybe it was all for this I know how terrible it makes you feel. I hope you will get better. Thank you for this kind comment 💕

@@Shuraane88no, thank for making this this is my fav show in the whole world, i connect to it in an emotional way, so this really spoke to me i am very lucky but i pray that i find someone to be as good of friends as gon and killua I hope the same to you

@@DannerRae trust me, i know exactly how you feel. back then i was super invested in hxh, it was my whole life. i was sitting at home in my room 24/7, barely talked to anyone. i only had 1 internet friend who loved hxh just as much as i did & we always joked that we were gon&killua lmao. still friends with him, but in 2015 it was a whole different vibe i connected to hxh so incredibly strong, it was literally my life. it saved me from many mental breakdowns and it was always my comfort anime (along with naruto lmao) when traumatic shit happened, i went back to hxh and rewatched it just to feel comforted. i remember when i felt sad and saw killugon being happy as hell together, i always cried. it cheered me up a lotd sadly throughout these years ive realized that no irl relationship (family, friend and partner all in general) is as good as the ones in the anime. i was seeking something that was fictional, something that an author created because they were probably seeking the same sadly irl you find out that ppl are more assholes than not, ive talked to so many people and only a handful of them were worth my time idk how old you are, but always remember that there might be a time where all the pain youve experienced will be worth it. now ofc it doesnt happen to everyone, some lose the will to fight.. ive lost it so many times. but in some miracle way im still alive and i finally found someone who truly cares and accepts me for who i am, despite my mental illnesses. but even then, i might not actively seek out death, but i still have issues fighting against my brain i hope that i find time again to actively vent about them through videos. i still have an unfinished video that was about getting cheated on & i hope that some day i have the motivation and discipline to finish it, because that video there is probably one of the deepest ones ive made but anyway, no matter what it is, as long as it keeps you alive its great. i truly hope you have a nice day and i hope you will find yourself in a better place <3

@@Shuraane88 OMG I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO WAS CRAZY ENOUGH TO FEEL THAT WAY ABT IT!!!! It helped me thru the hardest time of my life so far and i thought i found my Gon, I wanted her to feel the way i did and understand why i was utterly consumed by it she thought i was crazy, she isnt really an anime fan but she wondered why my thoughts and actions and feelings were clouded by this friendship so i made her watch it and i was so insane that she felt the need to lie to me abt it and say she did like it....it wasnt fun i was a bit of a control freak... i ended up losing her and even the bad parts of the friendship I began having dreams and hallucinating and i couldnt even handle myself i couldnt tell if it was helping my depression or making it worse lol i know people have different opinions of the friendship but i believe that gon hurt killua a lot at the end there, and killuas pain became my own and i write songs as a hobby in my studio and i even wrote a song abt killua, and gon and killuas friendship just so i could cope with all of the emotions flooding into me.... after a while i tried not to watch it as much and tried not to be too obsessed with it too much and i realized how much it really helped me when i lost it , and then i found this amv it helped me in way i could never imagine it was almost like it spoke to me at exactly the right time...it was almost like gon and killua were telling me something themselves, telling me that i should still have the nerve to live no matter how hard it is and to just live, so you can imagine how it impacted me...(alot) you probably have no fucking idea what im talking about and it must sound crazy, but it was amazing i hope you have a good day as well i watch this amv everyday so i will be in a better place soon enough thank you <3

@@DannerRae aw what a shame that someone you trusted so much ended up being such an asshole ive got adhd and hxh was one of my biggest hyperfixations that ive had and every time someone would think im strange for liking smth so much i felt kinda embarrassed, u kno? oh ive also had a time where i was thinking if it made me feel good or actually bad.. since you know, ive always wanted a friendship/relationship like killua and gon. i mean, imagiine.. killua was literally an assassin and gon just welcomed him home, without thinking much of it. i always wanted such uncondictional love, so it also made me just feel so sad watching them.. but it also made me feel good. its weird, but im most definitely sure u know exactly what i mean lmfao aw man, im so sorry to hear that youve been struggling so much. im really happy that my amv helps you, its one of the rare "happy" ones ive made.. i cant believe i made such a big impact on someones life, thank you for spilling your heart out. i truly hope you find some peace